BY GOD'S GRACE!
LIKE FINAALYYYYYY!!! I was able to go mission trip at this 3rd year Im asking my parents.. after facing rejection for so many times, I keep praying and fasting also. FINALLY!!! i was able to go this year. despite there are more problems -.- THANK GOd no matter what!
& for myschl tht side. my tutor dint approve but he support me :D
my parents later thn found out i got schl. but just shake head lo.. hahaa
during the MTrip~
an elderly was blind. & we were praying for her. praying so persistently in a way that we MUST see healing no-matter-what-kind. but i've actually learnt that healing needs time to take place at times. but at that moment, i guess i was too focus on I-WANT-SEE-HEALING! that's why persisted even though i got a urge to just stop everything. cos i got a mindset that going MTrip can see miracles-healing~ and salvation of course! but i was eager to see instant healing. which spore cant see luh. then i learnt my lesson after bro rx talked to us. if we persisted, we can easily cause that person to lose faith.. yah..
then God's love was felt STRONGLY there too! it's amazing! there was one particular night which i find it very disappointing at first. we went to invite pple at the village.. but there was only like less than 20 turn up. and majority was children..like less than 10 adults? but we keep praying.. thn God's love was fall upon the place so strongly that people just keep crying and crying.. i guess we were all touched by God's presence!
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XUELEEEEEEEE!
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
5:15 PM
5:15 PM
God is awesome! He helped me humble myself and He really changed my life! When i was young, at about 10-14 years old, i was kind of an 'ah lian' and had a really bad attitude. Time and time again i was rude to my parents and didn't really respect and appreciate my parents. Every time my parents ask me to get them a drink after their long and tiring day, I would ask them to get it themselves and even mock them lazy. My parents asked me to go to church a few times, but i rejected their invitation and went off being irritated. I didn't get why they kept asking me to go. I also did not appreciate my friends. I was sometimes emo and i hold grudges from the past. And every time something make me remember of the past, i would get grumpy. I was really spoilt and horrible!! Not only that, I was getting into relationships. Not with God, but with guys. :x There are more other small attitude problems i had like, being greedy, self-centered, etc.
Until my friends bought me to church! I went and i knew more about Christ, that Jesus died for my sins and rose again being victorious! That's where my life slowly changed! God helped me change my attitude one at a time. Giving me strength and discipline. All my problems really were resolved by just loving the people around me! In the Bible it says, 'Love your neighbor as yourself'. Things have really really changed in my life. Now I am more focused on my purpose and on God than before! When my parents ask me to get a drink for them, i get it for them. When my parents is a little bit unreasonable, i wouldn't shout at them anymore, but i would try to endure and understand how they feel and why they do it. :) When my friends talk to me, I am not that emo and grumpy girl i used to be! I stopped going into relationships and decided to focus on God! God really helped me humble myself and love the people around me! And i'm really happy and i don't regret knowing God :D
Another thing God helped me was when my parents had a biggg quarrel. They almost wanted to divorce. That time, i was still a newbie christian and i felt the devil really trying to destroy my family. My parents haven't been going to church ever since I went to church. My dad kind of cheated on my mom and my mom was really heart broken. My mom was like a totally different person at that time. I didn't expect her to do some things she did that time. It was like the devil was controlling her or something. She would hit my dad and even me and my sister if we try to interfere. I asked my cell group to pray for my family and soon it was all over. The family had fights many times because of it. It lasted for about a few weeks. I was so relieved. But now my mom had forgiven my dad and my dad is now truthful to my mom! :) God really change life and make miracles happen! :D I really thank God for all the changes happened to my family. And i really hope that God would bring my parents to Christ again. The Bible says ' when one person in the household is saved, the whole family would be saved!'
STELLAAAAAAAAA!
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
3:12 PM
3:12 PM