Hello, here to tell you something that happened to me in the morning while I was on my way to school. (:
Wed morning it rained soooo heavily luh. I took the first bus to school as usual, but the rain did not stop.
While I was in the bus, I told God to make the rain smaller abit luh, so that everyone can go school un-wet . When the bus stopped at my school bus stop, the rain din get smaller. It got bigger instead. Then I was like, "Wah, thanks ah~"
Mood kinda spoiled luh, just because of that. Felt discouraged and stuff.
Then waited at the bus stop for awhile lor, see if the rain got get smaller anot.
No luck.
Then one of my sec2 friends came and shared her umbrella with me. So that was when I realised that God can work in many ways luh. Like, maybe He won't answer our prayers all the time the way we wanted it to be.. but..
Idk how to say it but I think you guys get my point yea? Cas pple always tell me that God works in many other ways. I didn't really believe it until it happened to me.
Yea. Haha.
Anyways, pray for me!
Not having a very good week.
August aint a good month for me. I get irritated by little things my classmates do and I've been scolding vulgarities for the past few weeks/:
Thanks alot :B
Seeeeeeya~
Minrui:P
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
11:24 PM
11:24 PM
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
8:03 PM
8:03 PM
Next Monday- 1st Sep 1 pm toTuesday, 2nd Sep 1 pm.we will be having our monthly Service 2 prayer meeting at 1 pm, Main Sanctuary follow by a time to share our testimony. It should end latest by 4 pm.
On 2nd Sep (Tue) after ER,
AND AND AND!!!
saw someone familiar hereeeeee?
http://www.bb.org.sg/cos/o.x?c=/wbn/pagetree&func=view&rid=18487
:D
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
9:28 PM
9:28 PM
May your people come
In desperate needs
To you we run
Called by your great name
With humble heart
we seek your ways.
we believe in faith, your promises you never break.
turn from wicked ways, to live with Christ, for all our days.
Oh God, high up in heaven
Won't you heal our land
Living Rain, fall again.
Over my life, over my land
Living rain, wash my heart again
Open wide, heaven skies over my street,
Oh Spirit reside
Living rain, pure my life again
Come back
back to the first love
back to the first love
back to the cross
Come back
back to the first love
back to the first love
at the foot of the Cross
In desperate needs
To you we run
Called by your great name
With humble heart
we seek your ways.
we believe in faith, your promises you never break.
turn from wicked ways, to live with Christ, for all our days.
Oh God, high up in heaven
Won't you heal our land
Living Rain, fall again.
Over my life, over my land
Living rain, wash my heart again
Open wide, heaven skies over my street,
Oh Spirit reside
Living rain, pure my life again
Come back
back to the first love
back to the first love
back to the cross
Come back
back to the first love
back to the first love
at the foot of the Cross
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
12:13 PM
12:13 PM
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
11:02 PM
11:02 PM
what can you seeeeeeee? HAHAHA!
ta-da! with FLASHLIGHT! :D
before lighting candles..
PREPARATION ...
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
10:27 PM
10:27 PM
Baptism form
GLORY TO GOD THAT MY BAPTISM FORM IS SIGNED! :D
At the end of July, I know that Baptism is drawing nearer.. I need to get the Form to get my parents sign asap! I was actually very determined to get it signed this time! although i know i can easily wait till im 21 years old to get baptise without my parents' consent! but it's different thing! WHY?
1. My parents dont decide for me, they might still not even agree by that age too.. but i get baptise because at the age, i can decide on my own.
I feel that there's no support from them at all..
2. I cant glorify God's name if im doing it MY WAY.
if i can get baptised right now,
it is God who answered my prayers, woo GLORY TO GOD!
yes! so i desperately wanted to get baptised before i reached 21yrs old :D
okay.. this time round, i started asking my parents on 5aug/6aug night.. they STRAIGHT AWAY reject me.. i was upset of course.. & turn to my room blablabla.. dont understand why i cant get baptised!! but yet i cant do anything but pray... the next morning as i have no school.. was studying at home, preparing for upcoming exams.. then halfway, i wanted to write letters to my parents.. i know i cant talk to them properly face to face about such sensitive issues one. i get emotionally affected easily if they reject again ): sooooo, wrote down why i wanted to get baptise so much now rather than to wait for 21 yrs old. i tell them honestly that i want their support too blablabla.. Then that same night, went for ldrs' meeting.. Halfway in the meeting, i recalled that i dint put the letter somewhere they can see!! I placed it in my drawer ._. So, i smsed my mum, telling her to read the letters that is meant for them(daddy&mummy) yah.. she never reply me.. i was very anxious. I dont know what are they thinking right then.. will they change their mind & let me get baptised already?? On the way home, I told siewling about it too. She was telling me sometimes parents act blur about such things.. Then when i went home, i saw the letters at the same place. like not touch at all leh. As my parents is already asleep, i went to checked if my mum received the sms that i've sent her during the meeting. She did received & read. But she just did not do anything about it? did not sign.. did not reply my letter.. I thought what siewling said was right. they act blur? like nothing happened? haha. i decided to place it somewhere RIGHT infront their bedroom door.. the next morning CONFIRM can see one. (cant act blur also.. :D) then the next morning, no school for me too.. i was still lazing around on bed. suddenly! i remembered the letters & stuffs. i jumped up and looked to my table.. see if they got replied anything back for me or even best, sign the paper already..!? i stretched my hand to my table to get the baptism form + letters(cos i put them together) then again, NOTHING! no signature ))))): sigh, at that moment i was getting impatient already ): i started to complain.. why i try this & that still cant get it sign.. I've tried to fast.. tried to pray hard.. tried to write letters.. tried to explain nicely to them why.. But they just simply return me the papers on my table.. i ALMOST wanted to CRUSH the paper, tear it up.. and gave up! ): But another side of me, still want to persist on. I tell myself not to act on impulse.
later sekali God answered my prayers the next day or when, then i dont have the papers to let them sign!! haha. this thought just came to me lah..
Then i went out to the living room.. My mum actually left a note for me! But again, it's the same reason that she told me when they rejected me in the first place. "that Baptism no need to rush!! you can get baptised when you are older... dont get baptised so early.. dont decide so early.." /: i understand why they said that.. After all, they have no bad intention.. they just feel that there isnt a NEED to get baptised NOW!
i thought there is really no hope already.. reject reject reject /:
But AMAZINGLY, that evening when my daddy came back from work. He asked, "You want to get baptise huh..? where's the form?" I was shocked & i dont know how to react.. I just nodded. then continue sitting at the computer table. He asked again. Im sure I dint heard anything wrong! I went to the room to get the form and pen. passed to my dad to sign. HE SIGNED! :D but with a warning still. /: that's why I shared to some people that my dad is still quite unhappy, but at least he signed! so have to continue praying that he will happily let me go baptised! plus they will come for my baptism!! im overjoyed, the form is signed! i went to the room telling Yingmei who is at that time at my house. i cant stand the joy inside me that i cried again. but this time round, cry out of JOY! I finally got it signed! hahaha.
God really helped me throughout the whole thing, even as i was being rejected. haha. like how He has calmed me when i almost crush/tear the paper.. imagine that afternoon, i really destroyed the paper, i really have no paper to let my dad signed that same evening leh!! thank God! :D
& God really showed me how important it is to just follow His time, not my time. & follow His way, not my way! taking every opportunity to glorify His name, rather than wait for a time when things can be done by my own ability. in my ability, God's power will not be seen! it is when i cant do it, God's power is shown up! :D I got this signature is something God has helped me! not what I've done to make my dad sign.. & God gave me the strength to persevere on. I've rejected many times to not get baptise yet. I get discouraged, really want to gave it all up. ask for 3 years already leh. this year itself get rejected a number of times too..(i believe your should understanding how discouraging it can be) plus when I know Im going to be rejected for this reasons before I even open my mouth & ask, yet still God gave me the courage to go ask my parents again & AGAIN & AGAIN! until this time round His time is HERE! this coming Sunday, IM GOING TO BE BAPTISED! :D Yes, Glory to God alone! :D:D so i encouraged all of your, for whatever reasons you know you might get rejected for, God is there to help, dont give up! His time is perfect! His ways is right! :D
God's Child,
XUELELELELELELELELELE!
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
3:47 PM
3:47 PM
ok.. it IS from God! God spoke to me! not my own thinking :D (you'll understand if you read the previous post. if you haven't, GO READ IT NOW! :C) xuele explained to me why ^^ yep.. its late. cya! :b
this is a post to add to previous post! :b sounds cute. okay. bye
edit**
well, HOW COME it's from God & not myself??
cos im not thinking & recaping on what ive learnt from QT at that moment.
the thought just came out of the blue,
John 14:26
But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.
yeah, next time just question yourself,
to find out clearly isit from God or yrself?
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
1:02 AM
1:02 AM
hello!
wanted to share this during prayer meeting, but chickened out. heh. :x
okay so you all know that i was having prelims recently right....? if you don't, GET UPDATED! :b hahaha.
the day before my mathP1 and geo paper, i was slacking ard, still in holiday mood.. :x then only started studying at 8pm or later (:x) around there. only then i started panicking. lol. x_x between geo and math, geo is a must to study! math, remember formular and practice. :\ so... studied geo first. study study study.. then lost track of time. when i look at the clock, it was 11 plus going to 12 alr, if i'm not wrong. and because i don't feel good sleeping near 1am, (confirm veh tired the next day), i only got to study a little bit for math, before clock strike 12 :x then went to bed.
so the next day, before math paper, i prayed to God.. asking Him to help me. i really like math, so i have high expectations when it comes to math. for geo, ss, fail also nvm one. i know i have to buck up for those subjects :x back to the story, i was praying. then i felt God (or issit myself, i dunno), reminding me of my quiet time the previous day. {i learnt that i shouldn't keep silent, but instead give glory and credit to God! i shouldn't keep quiet, or its like i'm keeping the credit for myself.} so then this thought came up, (again, i dunno if it was from myself or from God), that when i finish my paper, after God has blessed me , i have to share this with you all. :)
during the paper, God really helped me.. :D i did the paper smoothly and even had 45mins to check! :O one of the fastest i think. its great cos its very rare for me to be able to check for mistakes after math papers! o_o usually i would get stuck at a question then waste time trying to figure out what the question wants and stuff. yeah. & whilst checking, i saved a few marks! :b yeepee! praise God!!!!!! :))) God helped me even when i didn't deserve it ): i was slacking ard the previous day! o.x
all in all, (^^) i just wanna say.. dun shut up! & share! :B i bet God would bless you even more if you do :))
cya! >8b
cutieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
(you know who)
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
12:04 PM
12:04 PM
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
7:52 PM
7:52 PM
"Hi All, Below is a very nice poem on the five people that you don't evangelize to. Its written by one of our gb girl for a play. I think its really good. Take time to read. Its about a girl named EGG who regretted not evangelizing to 5 people in her life." - Sis Nana
My name is Egg, and i believe
In Jesus Christ my Risen King
I sing i serve do everything
My name is Egg, and i have breathed
I cried i laughed i had a life
Now no regrets have i but five
I should have smiled and talked to jane
She used to try being cool in school
But always fell short - looked like a fool
She always was left out in class
And once i could have told her YO
Hear bout Jesus who loves you so
But in my mind she was a pain
So i kept quiet and i stood
Stood there and left her out again
I should have talked to Justin Lee
Top in level and hottest hunk
He told me once that God is junk
"Who needs a great beard in the sky
To tell me how to live or die
I do it best myself say!"
I could have stopped and shared my life
But it seemed too proud and so I
Stood there and let that good chance die
Jason wore specs so large they shone
Sat by himself, called all else dim
Topped U but I don't envy him
Maybe someone could somehow see
How to reach him, but it wasn't me
No Gospel to Nerds, no sirree
That was how i Thought at the time
But in looking back at the past
I now see I placed Jesus last
Perhaps I should have told all punks
Rebel against the world not man
You can't save yourself - Jesus can
There is a bigger fight to win
To strive and fight against our sin
So join my Lord God Jesus Christ
But I was blind, and judged too quick
And so I didn't see beyond
The metal chains and hair dyed blonde
And last of all Mom whom I love
She never knew my Dad above
And I feel it's my fault somehow
My mom was sharp in words and wit
In debate she took the winner's cup
So i backed down and i gave up
And so I failed yet once again
To persevere and carry on
With time I'm sure i would have won
My name is Egg and i stand here
Alone and dying and i fear
That these five have not lived
To see my King in whom I believe
We stand we live and yet we fail
To spread the word of cross and nail
"Christ had died for all our sins
So hurry home and come on in"
These five people who i have named
Look different but they're all the same
All sinners like both you and I
So follow now this trumpet call
To spread the news to one and all
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
11:48 AM
11:48 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
XIEPEILIN!!!!!!!
&here's the group photos! redwhiteredwhite
wit peilin holding to her cakepizzacake! lol.
credits to stella's mum! took the pics for us :D
& then it was fun time!! :D:D:D
there's drummer, guitarist...
singer ...
ronald ask me to raise up my hand, now i know why!
looooooook like some professional. tsk :P
we had spaghetti tooooooo :D wahaha!
finally got to see stella's cat!
irvin tuning peilin's guitar...
ronald playing wit camera -.- LOL!
ronald bunny~ it looks like im the one taking the picture. haha.
sanpeng in uniform. hoho.
libin, the pretty boyyyyyyyy.
stella posing some post?
peilin admiring the NEW GUITAR of hers.
heh nice post :D
PEILIN, go brush up your skills of guitar to HIGH HIGH LEVEL!
& we're loooking forward to you playing during pm.. wooohoooo.
enjoy your day!!!!!!!!
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
1:28 AM
1:28 AM