hey guys.. =) its a lil chaotic at my house now so if my words seem funny.. too bad! (try to decipher it ahaha, theres always http://www.dictionary.com/ for u noobs who dunno wads the meanings of some words =X). er its currently 9:43pm n my brother is arguing with my parents abt some monetary issues, well to update u guys, ytd my mom n my sis ended up fighting too, and although u guys may not know it, now u do. ha. anw my mom was crying to me during dinner today at around 8.30. My dad wasn't home yet coz he smsed my mom saying he din want to come home to talk to my brother. My mom was complaining about why my brother has to spend so much on his relationship with his gf n everything, n apparently she smsed my bro's gf to clarify the issue. But there seems to have been some miscommunication, and now everyone is unhappy. so when my brother came home at around 9:07pm, he started swearing at my mom about how could she have smsed the gf, saying that it caused her to cry and everything, obviously my heart broke coz just ytd i had to listen to my mom get scolded by my sister n everything too. I mean its not fair, my mom has been doing everything for us and cleaning up after us, being there for us, cooking for us and here are the both of them simply biting back the hand that fed them (cheem right.. haha) ytd i was crying too, but today i rlly just broke down in my room coz my mom virtually cried to me saying "if i stay in this house any longer i'll go crazy, i have to leave". Well, lemme ask how u guys would feel if u heard that.. my dad is also struggling to support our increasing expenditure, and in addition he has a project in china that he is in charge off. When he goes to china for meetings, no one helps him with his work back in Singapore, so when he comes back all tired from the meetings, he has to work doubly hard to finish the pile of work. When he comes home, instead of enjoying quiet and peace, he has to deal with my sibling's (ocassionally me =P) nonsense. i've been crying to God but i'm still waiting for him to intervene, i know that the situation is gonna turn around but i really dun dare to belive what would happen if my parents both decide to backup n leave my siblings behind. sooo dis is just an update for u guys. goodness im crying as im typing this. =( HAHAHA okok =)
PRAYER POINTERS
-pray for my family to be a christian family that brings glory to God
-pray for my brother n sister to be more reasonable toward my parents
-pray for their relationship to be back on track
-pray for my siblings to realise that they are wrong and apologise to my parents
-pray for my dad for strength to care for us troublesome kids n sustain the work
-pray for my dad to have peace in his heart
-pray for my mom to be able to forgive my siblings for saying such words to her
-pray for my mom to be able to not blame herself for wrong-upbringing (hey i turned out this way =P)
-pray for my parents to be able to draw strength from God and be able to live their lives blamelessly.
lastly.. PRAY FOR MY FAMILY NOT TO BREAK UP =(
thanks so much guys.. =)
btw, a note to u guys. Lotsa key leaders like sis nana, brother rixiang, brother liangzhi are all leaving tmr, so it means that the devil will definitely take advantage of this and charge into our lives (like what im facing now, suay suay today must kna -_-) anw, keep praying for yourself+your family, coz its gonna be rough, keep ur eye open for attacks and always be prayerful. jiayou guys! im sure we'll be able to get through our problems tgt! always rem, when you're under spirutal attack, remind yourself its because the devil sees a great potential of threat to him and wants to get rid of it. DONT GIVE UP! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHHTTTTT!!!!! =D like riot liddat -.-
errr, i'll update you guys via the prayer tagboard, dun think i'll have time to post a proper update for u guys. thanks =)
irvin
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
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