Hi 1.2, continue to be bonded together as a body of Christ yeah.
Let me tell you the reason for me to post in here so suddenly.
Okay i see the loser satan working within me now, and there's like this invisible rope that is hanging me right now.
As you guys know, i have 3 older brothers. The youngest one got into some trouble which is so depressing that i wish i can kill him, including now since he's sucha idiot.
So he got into a case, which requires him to attend courts, not him alone to experience it. But with my mom and I. He's currently under probation, working and attending voluntary work.
On a lighter note:He's a drunkard now and he smokes. He's rude. He seems kill-able.
I was sleeping so soundly today until my mom woke me up to answer a call from the police at the hospital. I was so shock that my brain cant seemed to understand a word. Okay i understand anyway.
My big brother met an accident on his bike, the police suspects him of drink driving. I dont know whether there will be fine or something. And if you dont know, my family is currently under financial crisis.
I was wondering why this happened to me despite after my 3rd brother's thing. So im now feeling wobbly and i dont know when will i stand up with you guys anymore. I'll be fasting and praying, you guys please dont give up no matter what alright.
satan have been letting negative thoughts run in me, and showed me how nice is it to backslide.
For now, maybe i'll be MIA a while. I'll still be carry on in the games day.(i hope i still can hold)
God bless. Peilin.
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
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